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About Me Member Deviously Deviant Draven613Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 1 Year
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Crazy mixed up head of mine

Wed Sep 16, 2009, 5:23 PM
  • Mood: Worried
  • Listening to: Smooth Criminal (RIP)
  • Reading: Random texts
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Just finished sweet and sour chicken with rice
  • Drinking: Mountain Dew...some things never change
So fellow Deviants, I have been away for some time, mostly because Ive been working, partly because my creativity has come to a halt I suppose you could say. Im very complicated as a human. One minute my mind could be set on a vacation in the tropics and then at the last moment it switches to a night out on the town with friends. Its been something Ive dealt with for a long time, ever since I can remember. I used to think nothing of it, until it started to affect me in ways I wouldn't wish upon anyone. Someone told me the other day that I scare them because Im a free spirit. My response, "You're only as free as the one you love." Normally my reaction would of been something like "I know its great and I love it!" Why such a love inspired response? Thats the complicated part. This is a person I have liked for sometime, and I even dated this person for a little stretch of time, about 2-3 months. I really liked them, a lot, and they liked me too. I messed up, my retarded adhd infected free spirited brain bailed out, and even though I didnt show how much I was hurting, I tried to be strong, I fucked my heart up bad. Ive since decided that will not do and Im trying to get back to where I was. Do you think I will make it? Wish me luck. Otherwise Im in great spirits. Doing what I call me time, staying away from relationships for now. Taking my selfish time. Is that so wrong?

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:iconbbtbet70:
Thank you for the Fav! :)

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I BE REPPEN THAT NAWF!!!
:iconstabnsteve:
Hey. check out this funny blog!! LOL CLICK HERE

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AS MY EYE'S BLEAD PEOPLE SMILE AS I CRAWL PEOPLE LAUGH AND AS I DIE THE PEOPLE CRY FOR THE LOSS OF A NOBODY
:icondraven613:
Steve.................hows you been? Im deviating again! Ive been away from it until the other day. More poetry to come.

Lauren

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"She sleeps in silence, on a tear stained pillow"
:iconstabnsteve:
so so , things could be better

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AS MY EYE'S BLEAD PEOPLE SMILE AS I CRAWL PEOPLE LAUGH AND AS I DIE THE PEOPLE CRY FOR THE LOSS OF A NOBODY
:iconcyndiann1:
thanks for the :+fav:

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:iconmdelgado76:
Hello there!!! :wave: Thank you so much for the :+fav: on The Crow

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:iconb1gfan:
Hi Lauren...seems like recent betrayal is the theme of your last couple poems ...I'm sorry for that but enjoy the poetry. :D
:icondraven613:
It was a recurring theme for quite some time in my life. However, me being the person I am decided to express it all in the form of poetry, making it easier to deal with all of it. I have happier writings too, just including what seems to be my dark side right now. Digging up the happier times. :)

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"She sleeps in silence, on a tear stained pillow"
:iconxxblondexfreakxx:
thanks for the fave :)

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yesterday: f: join the dark side we have cookies. m: if i join can i have a chocolate cookie? f: no! only rasion! m: then i dont want to join
today: m: if i join today can i have a chocolate cookie? f: sorry just gave the last one away :(
lolz aim convo

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